ransom notes keep falling out of your mouth

jennloveee @ 2007-04-16T14:35:00

2007-04-16T18:39:36Z

I'M SEEING RENT TONIGHT.
oh. em. gee. :]

yeah i know you are jealous, it is alright though. i'm going by myself (i know what you are thinking l-to the-oser) but my seat is in an awesome location. i will blog when i get back, words cannot express my fangirly joy.

psychoanalyze me...i dare you.

2007-03-21T23:42:20Z

Psychoanalyze Yourself. Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. (No cheating! )

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who?
i will say Jessie.

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
a raccoon.

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
i just watch it for a couple of minutes, and then let it get on about its business.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it.
big, victorian looking house. white siding and royal blue shutters, with black shingles on the roof. also there is a huge flower bed out front.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
yes, a white picket one.

6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
friends, family, and the mtv kids (a girl can dream).

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
a lime green martini glass.

8. What do you do with the cup?
put it in my backpack and carry it with me.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. what kind of body of water is it?
a huge, fast-flowing river with lots of rapids.

10. How will you cross the water?
hop the rocks or jump right in...i guess..

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1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.

repost your answers in a comment, so i can see them.

forget regret...easy to say, hard to do

2007-03-20T00:13:43Z

I had my developmental psychology test today...what a joke. The teacher is so useless, he is monotone and doesn't explain the theories. He also words the test differently from the textbook and his notes. Quite brilliant actually, there is nothing better than having the pure satisfaction that you have caused your entire pupil population to fail. School has been ridiculous lately. I just want to drop out, but that isn't an option. I brought up the idea of dropping out with my mother, that didn't blow over too well. I really just want to go to university for theatre studies, but my mother doesn't think that is a suitable option for anyone - let alone her daughter. It isn't like i have these huge aspirations of becomming this huge a-list celebrity, infact, i just want to teach theatre in a high school. Sorta pass on the passion, you know? I know what many of you are thinking..."you are eighteen, do what you want." Well what I want will disappoint my mother, and she is the only one i have.

I'm also planning my trip to New York City. It will honestly be like i've landed in heaven - so many broadway shows, so little time. :) I can't wait to see Times Square, and the Statue of Liberty. It will be amazing - expensive but amazing.

"things will all work themselves out in the long run." I hope to god that this saying is true. Heaven knows i want and need it to.

can anybody see me?

2007-03-18T18:51:34Z

Yesterday I went to Toronto with one of my closest friends, and there was one thing that I noticed - there are so many couples. We were in the Eaton Center (huge mall) and I have honestly never seen so much hand holding in my life. Which lead me to think - "when will it be my turn?" Now, don't get me wrong, I don't need someone in my life in order to be worth anything...but sometimes I think it would be nice to have someone. I also know that Mr. Right isn't going to come right to me and profess his undying love for me, but it is nice to imagine that it happens like that. I'm 18 years old, and have never been in a serious relationship...not even puppy love...isn't there something wrong with that picture? Ah well, being a nun shouldn't be that bad, kidding of course. I guess I will just let my life play itself out and see what comes of it.

I also forgot how addicting MTV was until I turned on the channel this morning. I haven't been able to shut it off since... i mean the hills marathon - totally addicting. It isn't just the show itself, but the quickchats with the MTV host in between commercial breaks. I really love the hills this season, although i totally feel bad for Lauren. Canada is only at episode seven, but i already can't stand Spencer, and although Brody is good looking he is kinda shady as well. Dare I say, that i'm beginning to enjoy the hills more than my beloved laguna beach? It's hard to believe. I also enjoy the nightlife that those girls seem to enjoy. Basically the social life one can only dream to have.

In other news, I have a developmental psych. test tomorrow...and I have yet to study. I have no interest or ambition to do well in school anymore. Jeeze, can I get anymore depressing? I think not.

they just don't understand...

2007-03-17T00:07:06Z

It seems lately that everything i do is "obsessive" in somebody's eyes. I love how everybody else has something to say in regards to what i enjoy doing with my money and my life. Is it really a huge issue in your life if i go to see a musical for the third time? If you do have a problem with that then explain something to me - why is three times to many to see a musical, but you can go see your hip indie band eight or nine times? As far as i'm concerned they fit into a similar category(musicals and bands). Both art forms cost money (in most cases), both art forms are live and energizing, and both art forms have fans. I don't see my love of RENT(the musical) as an obsession, sure i have seen the musical three times and i have show memorabilia, but that only solitifys me as a fan. In my opinion, which may or may not be important, i see obsession being someone who runs around and tries to sleep with the cast members and then adds their picture to an album of "RENT members I have slept with" (it is so awkward that i just typed out that example...the fact that i could think that up makes me ashamed. haha) So yes, in conclusion, don't tell me that i am obsessed and then go see 'augustana' for the tenth time. hypocritical much?

wow, for my first post i seem rather rant-y. don't worry, there is more to come.